Holiday Reflections

As happy as I am with how our little family is progressing, I would like to spend more time next year contributing to our blog. We spent much of this year just surviving being parents and educators. I will make a conscious effort to focus on writing more about my experiences with our son. He’s learned so much about us these past 2 years and we have learned so much about him and ourselves.

I don’t just want to survive this year. I want to be able to sit back and reflect. This blog helps me think through that process. So, expect to hear more from me this year and happy holidays.

The Job Hunt Begins?

Welcome to the Ozuna Educators blog!  This is the first time that I have contributed to posting on our website.  It seems that I always have ideas to post on here, but life seems to get in the way from time to time. 

I thought I would use a few minutes of my day to talk about my current job situation.  Just as my husband experienced a few months ago, I have now hit a crossroads in my career.  About a month ago I found out that my current position would be eliminated due to the reorganization of my school district.  Although the news was a bit unsettling, it was not completely a surprise to me.  Rumors had been circulating for over a year about this possible change in our district. 

I have to say that I am very blessed to work for a great principal who immediately told me that things would be fine.  She assured me that she would find a position for me on our campus.  So here I am today, thankful for a great boss who believes in me, but also stuck in particularly interesting dilemma.  I have been offered two choices on my campus.  Choice #1 would give me a nice pay raise, but may not put me where my heart belongs; while choice #2 may lead me to my future aspirations, but comes with a substantial pay cut.  I also have the added choice of looking at other school districts and finally putting my principal certification to use.  I have been avoiding this for a while, but I am starting to think that this crossroads is a sign that maybe I should finally apply to become an assistant principal.  My heart and my mind keep telling me to do different things.  I keep having to remind myself that all of these choices are such great blessings.  So why do I feel like I am about to completely shut down?  Maybe my husband was right a few months ago when he wrote about crawling under the covers and hiding out until things were better.  I am thinking that is a great idea right about now. 

It’s been a rough week.

Image from flickr cc user ClickFlashPhotos / Nicki Varkevisser used with permissions of the Creative Commons Attribution 2.0 license.

I find comfort in believing that one day I will look back on a day like today and smile. It has been a rough week because the kiddo’s been sick so we are lacking sleep. It’s been rough because of how busy the beginning of the semester tends to be. It’s been especially rough because two of my team members found new positions and left this afternoon to continue their journeys elsewhere. I will miss them.

As much as I’d like to take the rest of the week off and crawl in my bed to sleep, I know that my family needs me. I find the strength to keep going from them. And so keep going I will, at least until the weekend. Look for me under my covers then.